Searching For My Bones
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Jen. Self harm. Depression. Anxiety. Eating Disorder. Abuse. NIneteen suicide attempts. If any of you ever need someone to talk to. I'll be here. If you need a friend, I'll be your friend. Just talk to me. NOTE: I am not pro ana/mia and I don't promote self harm.Links
I'm scared that my family is going to find out about my self harm, because all I'm wearing is long sleeves and it's getting really hot. The scars just kept growing more up my arm, bracelets don't cover them up anymore... Someone is going to find out..help.
Have you trade using any scar creams? I was running into that problem with the scars on my sides & I used BioOil & now those scars are almost completely gone
Jen I'm glad you wont attempt tonight :) you are so strong and beautiful <3 keep going lovely :)
is it bad i cut my crushes intinals 3 times on my body? and he doesnt know i like him.
Maybe you should tell him you like him.
I mean cutting his initials into yourself won’t make him know you like him.
Your beautiful, you always put your followers before your self, you need to love yourself and worry about making sure your happy and not broken before you try and help everyone else, baby your beautiful, please go eat and throw away all your blades, try, if not for you, but for me and all the rest of your followers, because if you died tonight, I would care and so would everyone that goes onto your blog and askes you questions every single day, ILoveYou <3
Thank you, I love you too :)
Why do you keep attempting? There's treatment for depression- it's a life-threatening disorder you need treatment for.
Well I’m hopeless.
Please don't attempt again. We need you.
I won’t attempt tonight.
Heyy! I just wanted you to know that you are absolutely beautiful in every way possible! You are perfect, don't ever think differently! Please, believe what I am saying! You have so much to look forward to! There is ALWAYS tomorrow :) -Stay Beautiful
Thank you :)
im worthless. i wouldn't expect someone as good as you to help me. i'm not worth it. i'll just deal with the fact i fucked up her life right now by getting her sent to that mental hospital..
What are you talking about? Sometimes going to a mental hospital can be good for a person. It can help them get better.
Just to clear things up.
I’ve been getting a lot of asks about this recently.
There are two types of alcoholics, functioning and non-functioning.
Functioning Alcoholic: ”A high-functioning alcoholic (HFA) is a form of alcoholism where the alcoholic is able to maintain their outside life such as jobs, academics, relationships, etc. – all while drinking alcoholically.
Many HFAs are not viewed by society as alcoholics because they do not fit the common alcoholic stereotype. Unlike the stereotypical alcoholic, HFAs have either succeeded or over-achieved through their lifetimes. This can lead to denial of alcoholism by both the HFA, co-workers, family members and friends. Functional alcoholics account for 19.5 percent of total U.S. alcoholics, with 50 percent being smokers and 33 percent having a multigenerational family history of alcoholism.”
My mother is a functioning alcoholic.
She has been able to hold a steady well respected job for 20 years. She has successful relationships with friends. She surrounds herself with other alcholics. We have a history of alcoholism in our family. She denies the alcoholism. She relies on alcohol.
Any other questions don’t be afraid to ask.
